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[Nov. 14th, 2009|03:01 pm] |
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You know what would be awesome. Finding a way to make some money. I am so broke, no thanks to my former place of employment for not getting my final check to me yet. I'm so freaking bored. I hate not having money. I'm hungry and I have food so I'm not starving or anything but I have a few different things I'd like to eat right now and can't just run up to the store because I don't even have anymore loose change. Like eggs or bread. UGH...I need a job.
Side note: This is not a poor woe is me post, just needed somewhere to vent. Thanks! |
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|05:10 pm] |
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So it's the first day of my unemployment. I got up right away cleaned the house, updated my resume and applied for some positions, then after made some pesto and that pretty much took up my day until this point. My roommates should be home soon. I'm used to being the first one home but not all day. I'm so disappointed in myself. I honestly never really thought I'd get fired there. I thought I'd be there for a lot longer. I knew I was kind of unhappy but is anyone really ecstatic to be working where they do if it's not something they've worked for a long time. I don't know. I just can't believe it. I feel like I'm too old to be irresponsible. If I don't find another job I don't know what I'm going to do. I shouldn't think that way because I WILL find another job. Even if I don't make as much money. I really didn't want to have to work super early or night shifts again but I may just have to. I'll totally wait tables again if I have to. I am just trying to keep myself busy so I don't think about the sad part of all this too much. I need to keep myself positive. Hopefully this plan works.
Time to go eat my pesto. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|06:35 pm] |
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I got fired today. FUCK MY LIFE. I was so responsible. Things were going great. This better be a blessing in disguise damn it. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2009|09:05 am] |
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Long weekend = lots of fun. I spent too much money though. Figured out what I was going to be for Halloween thanks to the lovely Liz. Alice in Wonderland. I was kinda already thinking of being Alice since my hair is already blonde and all but she gave me the idea to put a little twist to it. So now I'm pretty excited for Halloween. I just hope this week flies by! |
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[Oct. 20th, 2009|07:57 am] |
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So I'm a big idiot and booked my flight for Seattle. Of course I have no eye for detail, read all through the information and was all excited only to have Lauren bring to my attention that I booked a night time flight for Thursday instead of a daytime flight. So basically I took a whole day off unpaid for no reason. The only way I can change it is if I want to pay an addtional $150.00 plus whatever the difference is which would probably be close the price of the original ticket. I'm just so annoyed. I specifically requested Thursday off so I'd have an extra night out there. I'm tempted just pay the difference but it just seems like a lot of money wasted. I don't know what to do....what would you do if it were you?
In other news I'm having a good week so far. I have two days off this week because I was originally planning on going out this week but there was a change of plans so since we're not really busy I don't have to come in which is kinda cool because it's like a four day weekend. Well I'm coming in for a bit on Friday but only for a little while. Plus I get paid this weekend so I might go search for a Halloween outfit on Friday. Who knows the weekend is my oyster! There's a few birthday things going on this weekend too. Gah! October is full of birthdays. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|09:37 am] |
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Working Saturday is bittersweet. I like to get up early and get things done but I want to sleep in and it's boring just sitting her but I don't want it to be busy either. Oh well could be worse. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|09:21 am] |
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I have the house to myself this weekend. This is pretty exciting. Since I don't have any big plans I'm going to try to get our place together this weekend. I don't know what more I can really doing seeing as how most of the stuff that's out is either Jeff or Nolan's...mainly Jeff's. I'm going to do what I can. So we'll see.
On Saturday it's Kellie's birthday. She's having a bowling party and we're supposed to wear crazy socks! I love crazy socks. I recently just happened to buy a bunch of pairs so it's just in time. I'm pretty excited about that.
I think I'm going to try to swear off drinking this weekend. We'll see what happens but I think I should as a little punishment to myself for being bad lately. Funny thing is I was kinda being good for the most part...but apparently not. I'd like to try to go jogging soon too. I'm going to try to tonight if I can stop being lazy for two second. I want to check out my new neighborhood or maybe air up the tires on my bike and go for a ride. IF I can stop being a lazy ass. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2009|06:50 am] |
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So I waited all week from last monday to weigh myself and I've gained four pounds. WHAT THE HECK?!! So it's official I'm getting super strict with my diet again. I know I kept saying that before but clearly I need to do whatever it was that I did before and lost all that weight. No drinking this weekend and absolutely NO CARBS and NO BEER. I'm at the point I said I didn't want to cross because then it just feels like it's all down hill from that point. At least I'm at a weight where I still feel in control. I can fix this. I need to fix this. Ugh... this sucks I wanted to be ten pounds lighter than I am now by Halloween. I was trying to lose five pounds and I ended up gaining four. F my life. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|12:04 pm] |
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I feel really gross this week. I hate it. I wish I could stick to my diet but I keep messing up. I hate the way my hair turned out and I am on my period and bloated and gross. I can't bring my lazy butt to jog or run and I'm always tired. I need some kind of energy supplement. Maybe just take viatmins or something I don't know. All I know is I hope it goes away soon. Blech..
P.S. I got dildo in my hair yesterday. I bought one at that passion party as a joke and it melted onto my hair straightener. I didn't realize and went to strainten my bangs and all of a sudden I had all this goopy gum stuff in my hair. I didn't realize what I was so I was looking all around for some type of hair product to try to figure out what it was when I notice there's a big chunk missing out of the bottom of the stupid thing. Now that it's out it's kinda funny but I was stressing big time. Last thing I need is for more of my hair to fall off. ha ha ha |
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[Oct. 13th, 2009|12:08 pm] |
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klasjf; klklklklklklklklh sdakl;jfgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F**K YOU TETRIS!!!!!!!!
Today sucks. Not just because of Tetris but it freaking does. I DO NOT want to be here and I can't leave. UGH! Why can't I have those two stupid days off today instead of next week. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2009|08:34 am] |
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I redid my roots last night. They turned yellow. My hair has only recently decided to do this when I dye it blonde. I've had my hair like this for the past three years or so and only now it's decided. Maybe I used different developer before? I don't know but my hair is thin as crap and falling out and breaking off. So this will be the last time I dye it blonde for awhile. I'm kinda sad about it because I like blonde hair a lot. It's just fun. Oh well it was fun while it lasted. Just sucks because my hair has thinned out and I just have to let it try to grow out. So I guess that mean I'll dye it back dark and then just try to let it grow itself out. This is what I might go back to. It's still dye but it's dark and my roots won't be as bad.
Keep in mind I was a lot fatter in these pics and not nearly as fabulous. ha ha
Stupid hair. I wish dying your hair was good for it. :( |
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[Oct. 9th, 2009|02:44 pm] |
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So I've noticed recently that as I get older my little quirks get quirkier, or stronger. It's all these little internal things but I've noticed that my need to finish whatever it is that I'm doing is magnified. I've never been a big fan of stopping a project or anything really before I feel done. I guess a lot of people are like that but I'm noticing that I am having a hard time making myself stop where as before I'd do it but I would seceretly be annoyed. It's still stupid little things like today I'm coloring leaves for work. I can do this on or off the phone but I was in the middle of coloring a leaf and instead of just finishing when my break was over to do things that I'm not able to do at anytime like go to the bathroom. Instead I HAD to finish that leaf or else...what? What would happen? I guess I'm get so scared I won't get things done if I don't finish them right away. I think that must be it. That or when I'm in the middle of a tetris game and someone calls I get totally stressed because I don't want to stop the game until I've finished. I'm so weird.... I need to stop and realize real life is happening regardless of my quirks.
Anyway we're coloring leaves and pictures to decorate for fall at work. For some reason all this coloring and cutting and decorating keeps me focused on my actual job. I love projects. I LOVE projects. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|10:12 am] |
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Oh my gosh. Can I also just say how annoying this game of Tetris (www.tetrisfriends.com) is that I play. I think it let's me get to a certain level and then messes me up on purpose so I keep playing on their website. It's pissing me off and I can't stop because I need to win or I'll go nuts. I play it all day every day here at work. I hate it. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|07:39 am] |
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Today did not start out very well. I woke up ok, realized that I had no change of underwear at the house now that I've worn everything in the new place. All my underwear are at the old place....so that's awesome I had to wear dirties because I didn't have time to stop and change and get coffee. Coffee clearly trumps clean undies. So I get to the 7-11 by my work, I had decided to go there because they carry sugar free coffee syrups like caramel. So I had decided to go there because I wasn't sure if the cafeteria here at work is closed on the weekend or not. Anyway I stop at 7-11 and they are out of the sugar free syrups so it was pointless to stop there, make a fatty coffee and go. I get into my car drive off and spill the coffee all over the floor. Missed myself luckily but wasted my time and my coffee and my money. At this point I have no time to drive anywhere else or go inside to explain my dilema. I just head off to work, I did whimper and attempt to cry because I was so frustrated. I am a drama queen you know. Then I get to work walk by the cafeteria, which is open by the way, and stop to get my coffee there after all. I spent all that time and I could've had coffee (they have the sugar free stuff here too) and gotten some breakfast too. So that sucks.
Just had to vent about that situation because I love my coffee and to see it spill everywhere is just plain sad. Also I had to come into work on a Saturday which I thought was going to be cake and I'd just play tetris all day. NOPE, we're actually kinda busy. How annoying. :P |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|01:00 pm] |
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Damn it. I told myself I'm not going to go out during the week and I did last night with Talia. Now I'm sick at work, we've got a million calls coming in today and it's probably one of the busiest days I've ever had and I feel like I'm going to barf. I always get carried away. I have no self control. UGH! I suck.
Last night was pretty fun though. :D |
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[Sep. 28th, 2009|09:37 am] |
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Well we got the keys to our place late last night. So that kinda sucks. I was planning to move stuff over on Sunday. Oh well. I guess we'll have to wait until today. I just want to start getting things in order to get everything out of there. I want to get my deposit back soon as possible. I'm going to clean the hell out of that place so that the landlord doesn't try to pull any crap and not give it back to us. We'll see what happens. At the least I know I need to get my pet deposit back. 200 dollars for a tank with two small turtles in it is ridiculous. So we'll see. If he does give it back to me it's going straigh towards my plane ticket to Seattle. I saw pics of Lauren and Talia and it just looks like fun. I wish I could have gone up with them. I need to get away. I'm just getting kind of bored of doing the same ol' thing.
I think I may have made some new lady friends this weekend. That's pretty cool. I love making friends.
I realized that I love being single and I don't think I want a boyfriend anytime soon. I love feeling that way because I haven't felt that way for most of my life so having that feeling makes me aware that I must be happy with myself. Feels good. Speaking of that though, I need to lose some weight. I have been very careless these days and it's getting a bit out of hand. So I am getting serious this time. No more beer, possibly no alcohol for the next two weeks. I'm going to get serious. I NEED to get serious. Plus there is a there are many different events at the end of Oct that I'd like to be a bit thinner for.
1. Seattle, I would like to feel good when I go up there.
2. There's a Broloaf show and Ben asked Talia and I to dress up as cheerleaders and I don't want to be a fatass if I have to get up in front of a group and pretend to be a cheerleader.
3. Halloween....how can I be a slutty bee if I'm porky. No one likes a porky slutty bee. jk I'm not really going to be a slutty bee but I'd like to look cute no matter what I decide on.
Which also makes me question what I'm going to be for Halloween. It's right around the corner ugh!! Why did I miss so much work the last couple weeks. I would have extra money. Now I have to come into work on Saturday to make up for it. I'm stupid sometimes. Damn landlord better give me back my deposit. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|09:53 am] |
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The vice president of our company was in yesterday and came around to meet and greet people. He told me I had a cute smile and winked at me and then walked away. It's official. I'm a pimp. |
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[Sep. 24th, 2009|09:02 am] |
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Blah and poop. I think I may be coming in to work on Sunday. I don't want to work on a Sunday. Yuck. I want to have money to go out and do things gosh darn it. Well at least after this next two week period I should be back to normal. I hope at least. I hope everything gets figured out soon. I don't like stressed Sommie. I like happy carefree Sommie. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2009|10:19 am] |
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Awesome. My stupid bank charged me 30 dollars for a 2.32 overcharge. There should be like a certain amnt you go over that they charge you an overlimit fee for. Like at my job if it's under thirty bucks they don't charge you a late fee. They should at least keep it at like five or ten bucks for my bank. HMPH. Thirty bucks down the drain. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2009|12:59 pm] |
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At work today and I'm just killing time. Last night was pretty weird. Not necessarily good or bad weird. Just unexpected. I hope these next couple hours go by quickly, I hate being stuck in this cubicle when I should have my freedom. Especially when I'm feeling so productive today. I could be packing to my hearts content or cleaning my bedroom.....or possibly going for a jog like I keep telling myself I'm going to do.
Oh well at least it's not a full day. :D |
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